im still

i'm still wanna hold tight
but
somehow
i feel wanna let go

if you have 2 choices:
(a) jocelynn
(b) grandpa chow

who will you choose?
i yet can't ensure you will 100% choose (a)..
long journey we walked
till now i'm still not at the first place

mind keep whispering
"let go"

heart keep saying
"i love you"

battle between mind and heart
what should i do
which site should i follow

tears...may fill many bottles
pieces of heart...may find over the floor

thousands of sadness
can be temporarily covered by a small small happiness
is it what we called LOVE??

i really feel wanna let go
but yet

once i look at your face..
i feel wanna treat you better and better

once you get sick
i feel wanna take care of you till you recover

i may sacrifice anything
just for you
but why
you don't
why just keep letting my tears flow down my cheeks

im still in love
but you gradually put out the fire in my heart..
maybe
there'll some day
i can't stand for it
and leave you

you said you scare
but you do nothing for it
still..
breaking promise...
breaking my heart...

love me
then please don't hurt me

i'm not as strong as you thought
i'm just as weak as i used to be
i'm thirst of protection
i'm thirst of warmth
i'm thirst of everything from you

i'm still
the ordinary me
don't modify my gen
don't change me




~jocelynn_kityee~