changes

there might be changes in between
you might not be realized it
but it happened

i choose to give up you
by letting you having great day alone
during lovely dinner time
but yet
i accompanied you during supper time

i do admit i did the best to replace my giving-you-up decision
but
you indirectly shooting me..
let you be alone...
somehow
like torturing you
"maggie goreng+telur"
holy shit!

you told me not to post anything blaming you on facebook
you told me not to let everyone know what you did to me
you told me not to drop your image like that

but now
you doing the things i did last time

everyone know i let you alone now
everyone know im "torturing" you
everyone know what i'd done to you

you promised
and you broke it
and
there will be nothing on that

i promised
and i broke it
and
you said you wanna kick my f ass

im not kinda angry
but feel like wanna use those vulgar words
to post my blog
wad a ruin-ing~~
shit!

maybe it's time
although i dowan to
i'm sorry




~jocelynn_kityee~