inner bleeding?

freedom.....what u mean by freedom...

if u make it tight...
it feels like unbreathable...

if u make it loose...
it feels like it's independent days...

tight...n u r wrong...
loose...u were wrong too!

i hate to swing over here n there...
i just wanna it be the one i wish too
u may think that im selfish enough
n i just dowanna get hurt anymore...

i hate to b left behind
i hate to lose to anythg anyone
i hate to be put aside
i hate to be non-existance

i hate everythg that might make myself feel bad
no tears no bleed~

or else give me the ordinary one