incidents with or without reasons?

some people chose

to be silent

some people chose

to be noisy

some people even chose

to be neutral enough

i used to be the silent one

gradually

as time goes by

i'd changed

not changing in silent or noisy mode

but..

internally

something's different

the bottle of patience

become smaller and smaller

the bottle of loving

become larger and larger

the bottle of telling off

become even smaller and smaller

the bottle of taking it important

become bigger and bigger of course

the more it becomes important

the more my bottle of patience become smaller

abnormal incidence?

yea, i feel so too

i love it

but i break it

i like it

but i hurt it

i wish it

but i push it

i hope it

and i dump it

inner-quarreling...

for how long

only i can changed back

to be the original me

the original one

the one that use to keep every good or even bad things

i love the way i love it

i love the way i keep it

i love the way i hope it

i love the way i wait it

i love everything which is related to it

eventhough it's hurt

eventhough it's killing

i still

fall deep in love with it

no matter what i'd sacrifice

i'm still willing in sacrificing anything as it needs me anytime

i'm not that big people

but i'm just willing in helping the only thing i wish to protect using my whole life

i choose not to speak out

because i feel like protecting it against something

i choose not to let it be

because i feel that's big enough to shred everything within it

i hope im silent enough

just to protect it in whole

whenever i lost it

it does mean i lost my life

i'll say out when i really do mean so

just like i speak out

I LOVE YOU

AND IM WILLING TO DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT THE LOVE TILL THE END

i do as i speak

i so as i wish

i work hard

for everything

about it

i might be damn stupid

but i like to be the dumb one in front of it

i might be damn crazy

but i like to be the abnormal one in front of it

no matter with or without reasons in everything

you still will be mine

and so do I

~jocelynn_kityee~