what a life is~

so much happenings since the day i step in my university
is it i'm too sensitive?
or just i'm caring?

few days ago...
news about dead....
again...

although i'm not recognizing anyone of them
yet
i felt bad
is it because of CLHS is the only school in Penang that i know
hence i paid more attention to the news related?

it's about water current...again!!!
another case...
that made me felt...
water is horrible!
water is dangerous!

RIP,the 6 victims...
**silence for few minutes**

as a person grow elder
more and more things happened around
especially...
about death...
friends(accident),relatives(old/sick)...
maybe even the one you love the most...

everytime...
these news appear...
they made me think about...
what would i be, if they're one of the one i love...deeply

hardly imagine...
i'll become a "wood" without emotion?
i'll cry deadly?
i'll sit at the corner and become...crazy?

still remember a case within a month ago...
the bus driver that felt sleepy
lead to lost of 10 humans' lives...
i saw a pair of couple...cried deadly..cause of the lost of 2 children at the same moment
eventhough...i'm a stranger
but i felt want to cry with them...
10 lives gone like that...

i keep on thinking about the incident that maybe....going to happen in year 2012..
is it true?
will it really happen?
i felt that...
GOD keeps taking humans' lives....
start from the day i reach age 20

or it's just...
my "social-life-circle" increasing its size
and yet
many bad things can be happen easily in my life??

one of the incident that may happen would be a big flood land on the earth
and yet,
most of the news within 1-year-time
linked to water current

is it kind of...signal?
to human?
that continuously torture out Mother Earth?
that continuously not to appreciate GOD's created properties?

i even can't imagine...
what should i do
if i face the condition like....
accident that takes lives....
how if i'm one of the victim?
will i be the lucky one?
or the unlucky one?

my life now....is too busy...
not the type that i love...
but...
yet....
i'm trying hard to love it,to appreciate it...
in case....
no one can see through their future...

we ought to appreciate what we possess for now
thanks GOD
for giving me chance to continue my life
to do the things i wish to do

suddenly i recalled...a friend of mine...
who were victim in one of the accident last year...
i'm not as friend as i hope to....with him...
yet, i felt sorry..
felt sorry for not be the good friend to him...
advice him not to go to those places....during those rainy days...

everything has its own fate?
or it's us, human, that lead to these incidents...
heart feel so cold...
the world changes..rapidly...

hope....
hope deep in the heart...
everyone around me
stay in good health condition
stay in good luck situation

life...
it's an important element
we MUST appreciate
and 'use' wisely

RIP -- CLHS victims





~jocelynn_kityee~